![]() It's not going to be easy, and your friends and family may not think you sane, but at least you'll be doing something you love in a place that you love. If you hate what your life has become.you need to have the balls to throw it all away and try again, to reach for the life you've always wanted. I know that these are all ridiculous and outlandish suggestions (that may not appeal to you), but the point is this: Or a dive-master on the Great Barrier Reef. Or become a guide for mountain climbing in the Himalayas. Trade it all in for owning a small fishing boat on a tropical island. ![]() ![]() Get out of the crappy western society that you have allowed to prescribe your way of life. If your current 9-5, scraping by, unfulfilling work is really destroying your will to live.get out. I have a suggestion for you.though many people would not take this a serious possibility, I highly suggest that you give it some thought. Find yourself some hope in something, because in the end that will keep you going. I bought lotto tickets for years, not because i thought i would win, because it bought me a dollar of hope. They probably won't, but hope is all you have. I pay 900 a month child support, so I get by telling myself if I can just hold on 4 more years, things will get better. After this expericence I have lost my faith in humanity. So called Christians never tried to help me out, they just call the cops to get rid of you, even though you are clean cut, in a decent not trashy looking vehicle, just trying to get 5-6 hours sleep and move on. I spent so much on gas driving around and the expense of eating out, that it didn't even help. Constantly getting cops called on me, security guards shining lights in my window saying I had to leave cause it's private property, you name it, even though I parked a different place every night. I parked in places away from people, close to people, residential and commercial. I have a job, but the interest eats me alive and I can never catch them up. I tried living in a van the last two months, just so I could try and pay of the credit cards. Fuck I'm pissed and I could go on forever with a thousand different examples of why our world sucks ass and why my life sucks ass, but some people don't like a wall of words so I will stop here. How long are we going to put up with this shit? I'm personally about to throw in the towel if something doesn't change soon. I mean even now with the health care thing, all the greed and bribery will be sure to stop any good changes that might have helped us out a little bit. Fuck that shit, I've had enough of our fucked up system. We are all being forced to struggle through life so a few elites can have ridiculous lifestyles. Would you still do what you do if there was no pay? NO? Then you are doing something that you do not enjoy, ie. I think maybe I've met 2 or 3 people in my entire lifetime that actually enjoyed what they did. Nobody works because they want to or because they enjoy what they do, fuck no. I have seen so much greed and so many ass kissing people that I want to puke. I can barely convince myself to work anymore. I have changed so much in the last 20 years, when I started working I was so full of energy and ready to go out and take on the world. The work I do is sometimes quite hard and I've been thinking that there is no way I can keep this shit up for 20 more years. For example, my body hurts now and it didn't before. So I'm contemplating why the fuck should I keep trying? In some ways I am worse off now than when I started working. Oh yeah and eating, and not like a pig either, just normal amounts of food. No, I'm not pissing my money away, just paying for basic shit like electric and housing and sometimes car insurance and fucking medical insurance.
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